I am scared

I know no one reads this anymore so I feel like I let you know. I am scared. I may be scared for nothing but I may actually have something to fear and that thought alone has me scared beyond belief.I can't imagine living with this type of fear everyday. I hope that is a short term deal and that I will once again be living fearless very soon. I dont know which i fear more death or disease but I dont want to examine my fears further. I hope I can sleep dreamlessly tonight and all other nights before this is resolved. I would hate to be haunted by my fears all night long.