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Ok, so my trip to Ny was successful B"H, nothing is finalized yet but I might get the job and I might have an apartment. To ifs but they aren't as big as they were when I left Baltimore the other day (what day is it today, I am totally thrown off). Anyway, things look good, still not counting them chickens but I did start counting the eggs (ok this metaphor has gone on too long right Leati?). One final and one paper before graduation. And hopefully only one more trip to Ny before "The Move". Well lets hope only one more trip cause I am broke and these trips are eating in to my rent money (anyone want to give me a loan?). Things are busy, my parents went out of town for a wedding I wanted to go to (going to the twin for shabbos) my grandparents are coming in on sunday, sheva brachas tuesday night, final wed., graduation thursday, party motzi shabbos and Ny on sunday. Insane? I think so. Guys, I think I am doing this and it is so scary. I have never been so scared in my life. This is huge for me and I know it will be amazing but gosh darn it, Ny scares me. Little apartments with no air and strangers as roommates scare me. Finding places to eat on shabbos when I don't even know the area, scares me. Not having internet access, freaks me out (and not cause I won't be able to blog, I might have to go get me a printed subway map and a phone book, yikes). Not having enough money to pay my first months rent scares me. But B"H if I look past the fear, there is excitement and intrigue. This is one big adventure and I am going to embrace it.