Getting Sick and Getting Caught

Once again I got sick last week. This time I was holed up in bed (with fever) for a good three and a half days, which resulted in me missing four days of work. It was not fun, but B"H it is over and I hope that that fills my quota for being sick this year (since I was sick more in the last month than I have been in the last three years).

Because of my illness I was not able to go online all week (since my computer is still in limbo, but they ordered me a new one which I should get the week after next), when I did indeed check my mail (on friday) I found that some one had found a blog entry that I had written many months ago and did not feel that it reflected well on a program that they ran and since when you typed in the name of the program this entry came up. So I took it down and explained that no harm was meant (as it wasn't). But now I see how you have to be so careful about what you write on these things, they can come back and haunt you. Don't worry I am not closing shop, I will just have to be more careful when referencing things and remember never to write about work, cause well I would like to keep my job.

Anyway, I was in baltimore for shabbos (still am actually) recouping from my annoying virus. It was nice and quite and I got to sleep in my old bed (which I miss a lot when I am in NY) and just hang with my parents and my sister and nephews (actually the ones from NY the Baltimore sister is away for shabbos).

strangely, I just noticed that I have been checking only simchas abnormally. Like a lot more often then I ever did before, in search of I am not sure what. Maybe I think that if I look hard enough or check enough times I will find myself on there with some guy and be like oh ok, I found him, see onlysimchas does not lie. Well I guess life doesn't happen like that. Some one said to me today "I really don't know how this whole thing works, like you really find someone who you like and they like you and then you get engaged, hmm, still not getting it." I must say I have to agree, it is still a foreign concept to me, one day I will explain it to myself I am sure.

Guys no one has been commenting, I hope I did not scare you all away, or maybe you are all getting back to real life as the summer ebbs away. Enjoy every last second, oh and leave me a message.